JUST SITTING UP IN MY ROOM AND ...



an alicia keys song popped up on my playlist today and it got me thinking hard. it was sooo aligned with my emotions at the time that i just had to write about it. to let it out. to vent. HOW DO YOU FIND THE WORDS TO SAY GOODBYE WHEN YOUR HEART DONT HAVE THE HEART TO SAY GOODBYE? although i never ever ever ever wanna say goodbye, if that day, god forbid, ever came for whatever reason, i wonder how will i be able to and if i'll even be able to actually do it and let go. letting go is hard. no matter how easy it is to say it, its one of those things where it will always be the most difficult thing to do. and accomplish well. we may have the guts to leave but do we have the strength to actually let go all feelings, and to forget and move on? i shouldnt even be thinking like this, but i wonder. love hurts sometimes you know and can put us in difficult situations.  makes us happy makes us sad, confused and a whole bunch of other mixed emotions.  but im happily committed to this one special guy and i dont ever want to find out or be put in a position where i feel like i have to say goodbye.... 




btw the song was goodbye by alicia keys , great download :)